Saturday, March 19, 2011

Egocentrism

Apa maknanye tu? Maknanye ego ni adalah satu sikap yg ada pada manusia. Orang yg ego selalu expect orang lain paham atau nampak satu benda/perkara macam mana dia nampak. Secara umunya yg orang selalu paham, orang yg ego adalah org yg pentingkan diri sendiri. Memang pun. Ego ni da dua stages sebenarnya (baru google), da stage budak-budak and stage dewasa.
  
                                                      

Kalau budak-budak ni, dia anggap semua org macam dia. Kalau dewasa lak, dia just nak fokus pada diri sendiri.

Dari segi perangai, si ego ni memang sensitif, cepat nk marah, ngajuk, cemburu dan kawasan sewaktu dengannya. Persoalannya, siapa yg ego???

Sapa lagi, diri sendiri la. Tahap ego aku kadang-kadang memang gila punya tinggi. Ada kes, aku kawan ngn seseorang, makin lama makin rapat. Pastu sayang la pulak, dah tu tradisinya cepat la nak marah dan jeles. Tak sah kalau xgaduh. Benda simple pun jadi isu. Bab ego muncul time sapa nak ngaku salah dan minta maaf.

Kadang-kadang saja buat xbersalah walaupun salah sebenarnya. Sebab ego nak dia minta maaf dulu. Lagi parah bila dia pun sama-sama ego dan keras kepala.

Bila dah xtahan gaduh dan makan ati, lupakan je. Aku sendiri undur diri, dari seksa ati ni. Memang serabut la, tapi itu yg terbaik buat diri sendiri. Ego kan.

By the way, it just another episode of experience. Hahaha

(berani nak mati post statement ni) 

My old poem

Kata hatiku…

Aku sendiri melayari hari..
Rindukan dia, di mana..
Dekat dengan ku, tapi tak kurasa..
Perhatiannya kutagih selalu..
Namun tak mungkin semua itu..

Ku tak pasti..
Apa ku mahu darinya..
Adakah dia orangnya..
Dia sudah berpunya..
Apa lagi ku tunggu ..
Ku tak pasti..

Perit untuk ku lupakan dia..
Walau tak pasti namun dia bererti..
Kenapa mesti dia..
Ku pujuk hati sepi..
Dia bukan untukku..

Cukup sebagai teman..
Ku doa dia bahagia.

Nazirah Fathil
25/3/09  12:13 a.m

Tuesday, March 15, 2011

Tired

What a bundle of assignments. Ooo..very tired to do it. Gonna push myself to settle all of them. Work under pressure.

Good Luck to Me

Sunday, March 13, 2011

A Piece of Reminder

Last three days, I spend time at Merang Suria Resort. As a facilitator for English outdoor program. I heard a news that Japan is having earth quake, and tsunami. Some said the impact of that will reach our country. It is so uneasy feeling.
With the access to BBC news in the resort room, I able to see the moment tsunami attck Japan. That was so frightening. Hearing the waves by the beach at the resort bring uncomfortness to me.

The last day of the program, we all going to depart from the resort. While waiting for the bus, two of my friends and I, along with a few participants went to the seashore. At the beginning the waves is ok, even it quite strong. All of sudden, the waves become bigger and stronger. My heart pounding so quickly. Reminding the capabilityof the waves, we decide to back off.

That was a terrible sightseeing. Fealy very sorry for Japan. They must be very shock and need help. As Japan is located on five active plats, they have potential of many earth quake. Lucky for us, we never experience it. We just feel the "little" side impact.

Let's be grateful.

Monday, March 7, 2011

Nothing

mm..nothing to write actually. Just updating my blog.
Still busy with assignments and meeting..haha..
Be cool...

Friday, March 4, 2011

In the making experience

We have been given a task to make a short video. The video is based on the Sesame Street -word on the street-
My group have decide to come out with a video entitled -word of the day- and the word was PLAY.
We start at one evening, around 5:30. The reasons we start at evening because most of the student were having their exercise and free time by jogging, playing badminton, netball, volley ball, archery and others.
So, we take a few shot of these student.
Our planning get distracted because the compact camera we going to use is run out of battery. No choice, we used my friend handphone.

To describe the word PLAY, we come out with the traditional childhood games, like teng-teng, batu seremban, upih, hide and seek.

In our video, we dancing slot. We ask help from the other group to be the additional dancer. It's kind of funny to dance poco-poco near the DKU. Luckily, there are no student that evening.

To shot the video of pulling upih, I got the chance to sit on the upih and being pull by my friend.

Finished with the shooting, we decide to combine the videos and turn it into a short movie. This is the first time I'm doing this editing. So, there are a lot of trial and error.

Again, we are tested, the videos we took are upside down. And none of us know how to rotate the video. Then we just choose a few videos that is okay.

To finish the last product we have created about ten short movie. Need so much patient to edit. To make it fit the time frame, then to match the appropriate song. For the first time, I sleep at 4:30am, just to edit the videos.

To think it again, actually I have gain a new experience, and also new sweet memory with friends.

Special thank you to my group members and not forgotten the additional characters.